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shut_up_gina
30 June 2012 @ 06:42 pm
Judging you so hard.
 
 
shut_up_gina
27 June 2012 @ 11:41 am
Whether I hate or love catching people in lies.

It makes me feel both superior and like an asshole.
 
 
shut_up_gina
02 June 2012 @ 10:53 pm
Everyone I know is completely ridiculous.

Ya'll are cray cray...
 
 
shut_up_gina
I have been officially diagnosed.


It is both freeing and frightening.


I feel like I finally know why I am the way I am. Almost all of my decisions and attitudes since high school (starting from middle school) could have been dealt with better if I'd have known there was something wrong. And though I can't do anything about my past, I can better myself now.

Its like I was in a dark and cluttered room. I knew where to find everything, even though it was difficult to navigate through the clutter. But because I'd been in that room for such a long time it became an every day part of life. Then someone drew open the blinds. And in the light I could see what a mess it really was.

Now its time to clean up.
 
 
shut_up_gina
15 April 2012 @ 10:16 pm
Spoiled, rotted
APPLE

Worse for the half worm inside
Slithering, slimy,
wretched, but not green

Once the source of temptation, beauty,
soft color, hues of pink
and slightly waxen



Metaphors aren't hard.
 
 
 
shut_up_gina
02 February 2012 @ 10:03 pm
The past 24 hours has been fantastic.

Chev came home! or more like, thom found him and he was starved for our love and attention.

Geoff's paintings were a huge hit at art walk.

Lori got her plane tickets and will be here in March. <3

I got wonderful art work from the art walk.

And my sister's birthday present.

My birth control does not expire for another full year (and I was worried for nothing).

Planned Parenthood has gotten so much attention and donations.

We got to make a lot of people happy tonight.

I am so very proud of Geoff. I feel as though I could fly. Being best friends and able to tackle life together. I couldn't have asked for a better partner and friend. My life is good.
 
 
shut_up_gina
01 February 2012 @ 02:45 am
I've been crying on and off since yesterday.

Wondering.
Mourning.

Which one of us let it happen?
Who left the door open?


Why are you such an asshole? I gave you everything you wanted. I showered you with love. And the first chance you get... you make a run for it???


I'm really worried that you wont survive out there.
I didn't realize how much I loved you until you were gone.
I'll never put that stupid harness on you again. I promise.


Chev Chelios, please come home.


Asshole cat.
 
 
shut_up_gina
08 January 2012 @ 06:46 pm
We've decided that marriage is right for us. We're going to have children. I want him to have power of attorney should something happen to me. He knows me best. He is the one person who knows everything about me, my secrets, my good, my vanity, my shame, my highs and my lows. And I am completely comfortable with him knowing these. I couldn't imaging being in a relationship with someone who isn't my best friend. I'm lucky.

Got engaged on the 15th of december. Date it most likely sometime in april of 2014.

To do list (early stages):

-Venue: at least one year in advance. Check price on permit.
-Figure out where to have the reception
-Engagement photos in 2 months time.


I know that Geoff and I could be just as happy without a big to-do, no one needs to tell me that. I'm proud to be having a celebration of us.

Thought about eloping.

I'm playing this close to the vest.
 
 
shut_up_gina
06 August 2011 @ 10:46 am
We're young, and enjoying as much out of life as we can. Having more money would be nice, but I'm not too concerned with that, because we do make ends meet.

I want to take a vacation this year, I've got 2 weeks time so I just need to choose where to go and what to do carefully. One thing we've considered is driving for a week... just driving to see how far we can get... then turning back. An adventure of sorts.

I never write anymore. Remember when it used to be my life?

I still read as much as I ever did. I can devour a book in one sitting.

See how out of practice I am? I keep jumping from subject to subject.

I need to finish my 90's playlist.

So out of practice.


I'm going to buy notebook today, I'm not "feeling" the whole internet blogging thing anymore. I don't need the audience.
 
 
shut_up_gina
12 April 2011 @ 12:53 pm
But a bitch ain't one.


I never post anymore.